Halloween Eve thoughts
Cats out the bag…Today I had a moment where I was talking to one of my besties and had a “Hell yes” moment. The last two weeks I have been thinking and it’s been weighing heavy on me. I had written down a few thoughts as to why some people are afraid of progress or why is that the minute someone sees your full potential they find a way to knock you down. Part of this is completely narcissistic because people are afraid you may shine brighter, others know its a control thing because its just who they are. I can’t quite wrap my finger around this but it angers me so deep inside. NEVER let someone dim YOUR shine! Sometimes we use the excuse “life gets in the way” So often I get asked how did I become so strong and independent? You know what my answer was/is..I wasn’t always this way..I have been let down, I know what its like to struggled, have been vulnerable and often wondered why I was so confident and well kept. Truth of the matter is that I was literally dying inside, no where to turn for advice, friends disappeared when I needed them most. I was left to fight and fend for myself. What gave me the strength and courage was that I had three children that depended on me and looked to me because I was the adult their protector, the only one that will make this right. I was far from perfect, but I made shit happen! My children never had a want for anything. My point is we have to start somewhere and if we don’t start now, we never will. I will leave you with this note..it takes people years to plan a relocation to another state/country, others a lot of back and forth as to whether it would make sense, and if it would even work. It took me 28 days to make moves during a pandemic and nothing but virtual tours online viewing homes and not knowing the area we would potentially move into. Bottomline, I took a chance, I followed my heart and it led me to where I was supposed to be, The best thing of all..I had the support of my husband and children and took a chance. At this point I wasn’t even thinking would I fail. I trusted and believed in god and faith and he led to me to you all! Excited to be here, excited to share my story, my dreams and I will be right here to help you along the way! Faith, Progress, Determination and not giving up led me here. All the best, yours truly xoxo
